I was talking to a friend about how happy and contented I am now. I am. Just a few minutes ago, I've watched Time Traveler's Wife again. The second time I've watched it, (first time at the cinema). It was beautiful. Okay, so I was saying a while ago, that I'm good now that I'm single/alone or maybe, I've accepted the fact that I am single and alone now, I'm contented. So anyway, before Time Traveler's Wife, I took a sneak peek again at Vanilla Sky, trying to see what I would feel about living in dreams when I've already changed. But I would soon finish the movie again and write a post about it. Today I shall write about the Time Traveler's Wife.
Well, I admittedly, wanted someone before (I'm saying, I still want him still, but wouldn't think about it 24/7). So, the movie, showed me how I also wanted someone, and that I was waiting. What I realized just now is this: I still want him, and am hoping for the best. That he will come, surely. And I would love him, totally.
That's the conclusion. I'm not giving up.
What do I think about now? Well, I prefer to think of what's right in front of me. When stressful thoughts creep in, I immediately say my mantra. For what seems like forever before I've changed, I consider having no one a problem. A huge problem, that has to be solved by that other one. For the past few days, I have not thought about it, and I'm glad. Maybe I stopped thinking about it since I considered it a problem. But now, just today, I learned to think about The One, happily (that's where hoping for the best comes). I do not long for him that much. I just think of him and what we would do when we're finally together. hihihihi :)
That's the important Thought of the Day.
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